Yep, yep, yep, if you haven't seen on the Tumblog, Dance in Shadow and Whisper has been remastered and is up as a free Kindle ebook! Go grab it.
Thanks to a ton of support from the Tumblog writing community, we're number SEVEN in the Paranormal/ Urban fantasy free books page on Amazon, which puts us on the very front page of that section. We're totally floored by this, like wow, I don't even know what to do with myself. My brain can basically only think in forms of "!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?"
Also, for anyone who has a Goodreads account, a remastered paperback (now with a super rad matte cover) copy, which is also SIGNED, is up for a giveaway. Wowowowow.
More updates to come!
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Monday, December 30, 2013
Friday, October 11, 2013
Casting Shadows: A Dance in Shadow and Whisper Mix
[So, here's the soundtrack I put together for Dance in Shadow and Whisper. Definitely best to listen to if you've already read the book, but I won't provide any context! The links below will take you to Youtube videos until I can gather the songs for 8Track or something similar.]
- Heads Will Roll Yeah Yeah Yeahs
- Another Case Uh Huh Her
- A Beautiful Lie 30 Seconds to Mars
- The Sweet Hello, The Sad Goodbye (bassflow remix) Roxette
- Heavy In Your Arms Florence & The Machine
- Manifest Destiny Zola Jesus
- Still Here Digital Daggers
- I Never Told You What I Do For A Living My Chemical Romance
- In the Middle of the Night Within Temptation
- This is Not the End (Moon Version) The Bravery
Tuesday, August 6, 2013
The Importance of Gender in the Marionettes Saga
My friend and I were once walking down the Great Hill of Despair (AKA, our high school was built into the hills, and her mother parked down at the bottom because traffic was always atrocious -- which often meant a long walk in unbearable chaparral heat). She had been reading the first iteration of the Marionettes Saga, and she asked me in her signature forthcoming way, "Is Yuuhi gay?"
I was all a-stutter then, because he wasn't gay. He had tendencies that weren't the norm for traditional masculinity, but I didn't know how to argue this when I was only seventeen and Tumblr didn't exist yet. How could I defend something I didn't yet understand?
The second iteration provided a more profound Yuuhi, and I say "profound" because he was twice as much himself, freer about his interests and what he liked. He still wasn't gay. I still couldn't explain it.
Even as I was writing the current iteration of the first book, I still didn't quite understand it, and I had pretty much given up trying. But after Tumblr happened in my life, I finally understood. A friend of ours, and now one of our critique partners, read the near-final draft of Dance in Shadow and Whisper, and she was also just as frank when she asked, "Is Yuuhi gay?"
By this point, I could finally explain him. FINALLY. Not once had I ever tried to change him (he certainly wouldn't let me), but now I was in the right place to say, "No. He's gender fluid."
In traditional YA, especially of the urban fantasy and paranormal romance kind, the love interest(s) tend to hit the usual tropes when it comes to masculinity and sexuality. Yuuhi doesn't. He dresses nicely and could predict for you what will be "in style" for the upcoming season, and he knows how to balance a silhouette in his fashion doodles. He enjoys shopping and he could put on a mean dress and rock some mascara.
But that doesn't make him gay.
(Yes, he's bisexual -- he knows what he likes and he's 100% open about it, but it's safer to say that he likes everything.)
It took me a long time to understand that gender identification does not equal sexual orientation. Once I finally got to this point, I could confidently explain why he is the way he is. He knew it all along, which was why he never let me change him -- he just had to wait for me to catch up.
Most of the characters in both the Marionettes and Monsters series don't have rigid sexual orientation, that part was easy to figure out. The harder part was finding out how they saw themselves when it came to the signs on public bathrooms that marked the women's and the men's.
Kali was my guide in the first book in helping me understand how she identified her gender. Her sister acts as her sole feminine role model throughout her life, and while Kali emulates her, she's also self-conscious about how she doesn't look quite like her sister, and she gets it into her head that dresses don't look the way dresses should on her body.
Kali does a lot of physical training and toning, and it shows on her body. Her sister, however, is slender and more like what Kali thinks is supposed to be feminine. So, when she dons a dress, she feels like she's playing dress-up. That doesn't mean she doesn't like to wear dresses, but it does mean that she isn't confident in the way she looks in dresses.
I love this part of Kali, and it gets tackled throughout the later books. She has to find out that there is more than one kind of beautiful. It's definitely a message that I needed to hear in high school. I wished I'd had.
I'm stoked that the inclusiveness of gay characters is starting to gain traction, what with gay characters getting less side treatment and also dying less, but the theme of gender is often largely ignored in mainstream YA fiction. I can't tell you how many times I picked up an UF/PR book hoping to find a gay main character, but I can tell you I haven't yet picked up an UF/PR book thinking I might find a gender fluid main character.
At least I get to write about them.
I was all a-stutter then, because he wasn't gay. He had tendencies that weren't the norm for traditional masculinity, but I didn't know how to argue this when I was only seventeen and Tumblr didn't exist yet. How could I defend something I didn't yet understand?
The second iteration provided a more profound Yuuhi, and I say "profound" because he was twice as much himself, freer about his interests and what he liked. He still wasn't gay. I still couldn't explain it.
Even as I was writing the current iteration of the first book, I still didn't quite understand it, and I had pretty much given up trying. But after Tumblr happened in my life, I finally understood. A friend of ours, and now one of our critique partners, read the near-final draft of Dance in Shadow and Whisper, and she was also just as frank when she asked, "Is Yuuhi gay?"
By this point, I could finally explain him. FINALLY. Not once had I ever tried to change him (he certainly wouldn't let me), but now I was in the right place to say, "No. He's gender fluid."
In traditional YA, especially of the urban fantasy and paranormal romance kind, the love interest(s) tend to hit the usual tropes when it comes to masculinity and sexuality. Yuuhi doesn't. He dresses nicely and could predict for you what will be "in style" for the upcoming season, and he knows how to balance a silhouette in his fashion doodles. He enjoys shopping and he could put on a mean dress and rock some mascara.
But that doesn't make him gay.
(Yes, he's bisexual -- he knows what he likes and he's 100% open about it, but it's safer to say that he likes everything.)
It took me a long time to understand that gender identification does not equal sexual orientation. Once I finally got to this point, I could confidently explain why he is the way he is. He knew it all along, which was why he never let me change him -- he just had to wait for me to catch up.
Most of the characters in both the Marionettes and Monsters series don't have rigid sexual orientation, that part was easy to figure out. The harder part was finding out how they saw themselves when it came to the signs on public bathrooms that marked the women's and the men's.
Kali was my guide in the first book in helping me understand how she identified her gender. Her sister acts as her sole feminine role model throughout her life, and while Kali emulates her, she's also self-conscious about how she doesn't look quite like her sister, and she gets it into her head that dresses don't look the way dresses should on her body.
Kali does a lot of physical training and toning, and it shows on her body. Her sister, however, is slender and more like what Kali thinks is supposed to be feminine. So, when she dons a dress, she feels like she's playing dress-up. That doesn't mean she doesn't like to wear dresses, but it does mean that she isn't confident in the way she looks in dresses.
I love this part of Kali, and it gets tackled throughout the later books. She has to find out that there is more than one kind of beautiful. It's definitely a message that I needed to hear in high school. I wished I'd had.
I'm stoked that the inclusiveness of gay characters is starting to gain traction, what with gay characters getting less side treatment and also dying less, but the theme of gender is often largely ignored in mainstream YA fiction. I can't tell you how many times I picked up an UF/PR book hoping to find a gay main character, but I can tell you I haven't yet picked up an UF/PR book thinking I might find a gender fluid main character.
At least I get to write about them.
Friday, August 2, 2013
Preparing for Shipping & Book 2 Stuff!
We've got a PILE of things to ship out after the giveaways. Unfortunately, two of our winners did not reply within 48 hours, so I had to draw two new names. Hopefully I'll hear back so we can finally announce the official winners on Rafflecopter and then take our load of envelopes and drop some serious cash getting these into the mailosphere.
At least then we're done on spending money for marketing this book (especially since we don't have much!), but then we're going to repeat the process all over again when book two comes out. Sigh!
Speaking of which, some updates.
It'll probably take me another week or so before I finish the second draft, and then it's off to beta readers, which is also, indeed, very exciting. Then, depending on the feedback we get, I may have to do another revision and an edit or just a half revision along with the edit.
Which brings me to my next point!
Hopefully I'll also be able to contact more book review bloggers in that time, too! And also be able to send digital ARCs to the lovely bloggers who've already read and reviewed and loved the first book.
Then, it's onward to book 3! Holy cow *sweats*.
So here's approximately how it's all been going down:
June
Nook: 5
Kindle: 13
Total - 18
July
Nook: 4
Kindle: 9
Paperback: 5
Total - 18
Grand Total: 36
Seriously, we're super privileged to have had this many sales in our first two months. When I did my indie pub research, I found a large majority of authors who only sold in the single digits, pretty much just to friends and family. We'll see how August goes! STAYING OPTIMISTIC!
How could you not want to have these guys on your page? There's other icons as well, so go check out the page!
That's been what's up recently. We'll have a cover reveal and release date SOON! (Really, I'm just excited to have the little cover icon on my sidebar. Eheheheh.) Until then, stay awesome.
At least then we're done on spending money for marketing this book (especially since we don't have much!), but then we're going to repeat the process all over again when book two comes out. Sigh!
Speaking of which, some updates.
Revision Two of Book 2
I'm already a third of the way through the second revision and working out all the issues Victoria and I pulled out of the initial draft. I've also been adding new scenes while cutting down on fat -- and the new scenes add that little extra dimension to this book that I've always thought was missing. I'm soooo glad for that. It's a big boost to the story.It'll probably take me another week or so before I finish the second draft, and then it's off to beta readers, which is also, indeed, very exciting. Then, depending on the feedback we get, I may have to do another revision and an edit or just a half revision along with the edit.
Which brings me to my next point!
Book Two Cover Reveal and Release Date
THIS is going to be soon. Very soon. The cover is completely finished, and I'm thinking of setting the release date at a more comfortable time so we're not racing and struggling to get everything finished. I want us to be able to take our time -- and also to get the paperback out at the same time as the digital versions.Hopefully I'll also be able to contact more book review bloggers in that time, too! And also be able to send digital ARCs to the lovely bloggers who've already read and reviewed and loved the first book.
Then, it's onward to book 3! Holy cow *sweats*.
Sales of DiSaW
We've been very lucky so far to have sales at all, and even a few superfans. It's been such an honor and we get so awkward but happy but also awkward. But, like we've said before, we also know this is going to be a marathon, and it's going to take time to build up some momentum!So here's approximately how it's all been going down:
June
Nook: 5
Kindle: 13
Total - 18
July
Nook: 4
Kindle: 9
Paperback: 5
Total - 18
Grand Total: 36
Seriously, we're super privileged to have had this many sales in our first two months. When I did my indie pub research, I found a large majority of authors who only sold in the single digits, pretty much just to friends and family. We'll see how August goes! STAYING OPTIMISTIC!
Adoptables!
Oh, I also forgot to mention that I added an adoptables page! That way you can add your favorite characters to your blog or what have you. I mean, how cute are they??How could you not want to have these guys on your page? There's other icons as well, so go check out the page!
Shout-out!
Thanks x's 9000 to Kristen for the awesome shout-out on her blog! She's a long-time friend of ours and we've been a follower of her blog since it was a little baby thing. She also gave us a sweet review on goodreads!That's been what's up recently. We'll have a cover reveal and release date SOON! (Really, I'm just excited to have the little cover icon on my sidebar. Eheheheh.) Until then, stay awesome.
Thursday, July 25, 2013
Some Awesome New Reviews
And by awesome, I mean awesome. We now have five ratings and five reviews on Goodreads for a joint score of 4.4, which is pretty damn stellar.
We've been so lucky to have so many great reviews this far, it's a total honor to hear all these positive things from such fantastic bloggers, and you guys should all go check out our awesome reviewers and their blogs! Spread the love.
Dabin of So Many Books, So Little Time
Rating: 4 stars
Our favorite line: "I found Kali's lack of social skills hilarious at moments, it was adorable to watch her blunder around :)" [via Dance in Shadow and Whisper Book Review]
Reena of Starlight Book Reviews
Rating: 5 stars
Our favorite line: "Dance in Shadow and Whisper is easily the best book I have been asked to review so far. I can't wait for the release of the next book" [via Dance in Shadow and Whisper by Sarah Godfrey & Victoria DeRubeis]
Reena also interviewed us!
Ana of Chibi Reader
Rating: 4 stars
Our favorite line: "Dance in Shadow and Whisper is a great book that will leave you laughing hysterically or crying your heart out." (Although, a close second was definitely, "By the end I was bawling like a baby. Yeah… I’m not proud of that.") [via Book Review: Dance in Shadow and Whisper]
Ana also hosted an interview with us!
Kristin of My Life as a Teacup
Rating: 4 stars
Our favorite line: "Dance in Shadows and Whisper revolves around such an intricate and imaginative world that you can't help but get sucked into the quirky characters, and adventurous situations." [Via Goodreads]
Some other awesome blogs have helped us out as well, both with interviews and featuring the contest, such as Jackie from No Bent Spines. Hopefully we'll get to post her and other reviews soon!
As as second update, the cover for the second book is finished. Victoria finished her read-through of the second draft, and now I need to do another round of revisions and send the third draft to critique partners. After we get word back from them, we'll have a better idea of when we can debut the second book -- maybe an actual date. So excited!
We've been so lucky to have so many great reviews this far, it's a total honor to hear all these positive things from such fantastic bloggers, and you guys should all go check out our awesome reviewers and their blogs! Spread the love.
Dabin of So Many Books, So Little Time
Rating: 4 stars
Our favorite line: "I found Kali's lack of social skills hilarious at moments, it was adorable to watch her blunder around :)" [via Dance in Shadow and Whisper Book Review]
Reena of Starlight Book Reviews
Rating: 5 stars
Our favorite line: "Dance in Shadow and Whisper is easily the best book I have been asked to review so far. I can't wait for the release of the next book" [via Dance in Shadow and Whisper by Sarah Godfrey & Victoria DeRubeis]
Reena also interviewed us!
Ana of Chibi Reader
Rating: 4 stars
Our favorite line: "Dance in Shadow and Whisper is a great book that will leave you laughing hysterically or crying your heart out." (Although, a close second was definitely, "By the end I was bawling like a baby. Yeah… I’m not proud of that.") [via Book Review: Dance in Shadow and Whisper]
Ana also hosted an interview with us!
Kristin of My Life as a Teacup
Rating: 4 stars
Our favorite line: "Dance in Shadows and Whisper revolves around such an intricate and imaginative world that you can't help but get sucked into the quirky characters, and adventurous situations." [Via Goodreads]
Some other awesome blogs have helped us out as well, both with interviews and featuring the contest, such as Jackie from No Bent Spines. Hopefully we'll get to post her and other reviews soon!
As as second update, the cover for the second book is finished. Victoria finished her read-through of the second draft, and now I need to do another round of revisions and send the third draft to critique partners. After we get word back from them, we'll have a better idea of when we can debut the second book -- maybe an actual date. So excited!
Saturday, July 20, 2013
The Giveaway Has Ended!
Hey, kids! Remember how we talked about having a giveaway? Well, here's one of them! The giveaway begins super early Wednesday, July 24th at 12 am and continues until the 31st. It's open to residents in the US and Canada. The giveaway is open to anyone 13+. If you are under 13, please have a parent enter for you.
We'll also be having a second giveaway for our followers at Keyboard Smash Writers, and if you follow us there, you can also enter in that one! Two chances to win is pretty cool, right?
So, what's up for grabs?
This contest opens on Wednesday, July 24th at 12 am!
a Rafflecopter giveawayFriday, July 19, 2013
Lots of Awesome Things
Definitely been needing an update for a while now. Lots of things got in the way the past couple of weeks, including someone stealing our wallet and phone -- including my driver's license, our debit cards, and even my social security card, which is really scary. We've been picking up the pieces one at a time, and today we were finally able to get some pens for signing!
Here's all the updates for the past few weeks!
Also, the paperbacks are available for purchase via the Amazon store. The one thing I love about using Createspace was how low I could make the price -- definitely couldn't do that with Lulu. The downside? The shipping quality is just as expected of Amazon: sucky. One of the books we received looked like someone had dropped it. Dented the corner in, creased the cover. This one won't be going into the contest, maybe into the hands of a book review blogger that only takes physical books. We'll see what happens.
First quarter: YEAH, this rocks, this is going to be good, I'm so stoked.
Second quarter: Okay, well, things are moving, I guess.
Third quarter: This sucks.
Final quarter: ...
I wouldn't have gotten through it without Kesha's accoustic Harold Song, Fall Out Boy's The Mighty Fall, or The Wright Brothers' Blood on My Name. Those songs kept me pumped up and I guess slightly delusional in a way?
From here, it's Victoria's turn to read through and help me with the problem area's I need to fix, plus whatever else she can find or wants to change. Once I make those changes, it's off to our betas!
The goal is to have the second book out by August. I'm thinking it's probably likely we'll have it available halfway through August at this rate, but ideally sooner. We'll see how crazy I'm willing to work myself.
Our second five star rating comes from Reena of Starlight Book Reviews, and she'll have a full review up soon! We're so excited, ahhhh.
We're waiting on a couple more bloggersand we check about a hundred times every day for news. It's no wonder I've been running low on sanity points recently.
It was unreasonably hot that day (not even as hot as it WILL get by the end of summer). I'm just glad it didn't show in our faces!
So, hopefully I can throw together an official "about the authors" page soon instead of the one that redirects to the page on KSW. But that's low on the priority list right now.
Anyway, that's it for now (as far as I can remember, which is never very far, because "remember" and "I" are two words that never go together with me). More updates and random rambles as they come to my brain. Until then, I'll be working on KSW and finishing the cover of the second book. I can't wait to reveal both the cover and the title!
Oh, and I should probably eat something, preferably adult-like. Kraft mac and cheese. Yeah.
Here's all the updates for the past few weeks!
The paperbacks arrived
This means we can put together the contest really soon. We'll have signed paperbacks, bookmarks, and even a couple posters. You can see us trying to practice our signatures and totally failing. Why is signing stuff so hard?Also, the paperbacks are available for purchase via the Amazon store. The one thing I love about using Createspace was how low I could make the price -- definitely couldn't do that with Lulu. The downside? The shipping quality is just as expected of Amazon: sucky. One of the books we received looked like someone had dropped it. Dented the corner in, creased the cover. This one won't be going into the contest, maybe into the hands of a book review blogger that only takes physical books. We'll see what happens.
The first revision of book two is finished
And it took me almost two weeks thanks to all the things that happened here. It seems like, with every book, whether I'm writing or revising, I'm going to hit the same four stages:First quarter: YEAH, this rocks, this is going to be good, I'm so stoked.
Second quarter: Okay, well, things are moving, I guess.
Third quarter: This sucks.
Final quarter: ...
I wouldn't have gotten through it without Kesha's accoustic Harold Song, Fall Out Boy's The Mighty Fall, or The Wright Brothers' Blood on My Name. Those songs kept me pumped up and I guess slightly delusional in a way?
From here, it's Victoria's turn to read through and help me with the problem area's I need to fix, plus whatever else she can find or wants to change. Once I make those changes, it's off to our betas!
The goal is to have the second book out by August. I'm thinking it's probably likely we'll have it available halfway through August at this rate, but ideally sooner. We'll see how crazy I'm willing to work myself.
Dance in Shadow and Whisper has a 4.67 on Goodreads
Which is SUPER exciting. One of our lovely book review bloggers is Dabin from So Many Books, So Little Time. She gave us a very nice four stars, which we are definitely glad to have. It was sort of affirming for us, that there's a realm beyond our friends that can enjoy this book and these characters, too!Our second five star rating comes from Reena of Starlight Book Reviews, and she'll have a full review up soon! We're so excited, ahhhh.
We're waiting on a couple more bloggers
New author pictures
Which isn't anything special, really. Just makes us feel more official. We set aside a day to do stuff with our hair and faces that look good in picture form and these were the results.It was unreasonably hot that day (not even as hot as it WILL get by the end of summer). I'm just glad it didn't show in our faces!
So, hopefully I can throw together an official "about the authors" page soon instead of the one that redirects to the page on KSW. But that's low on the priority list right now.
Anyway, that's it for now (as far as I can remember, which is never very far, because "remember" and "I" are two words that never go together with me). More updates and random rambles as they come to my brain. Until then, I'll be working on KSW and finishing the cover of the second book. I can't wait to reveal both the cover and the title!
Oh, and I should probably eat something, preferably adult-like. Kraft mac and cheese. Yeah.
Saturday, June 29, 2013
Look what came in the mail!
Ta-daaaaah~~~!
I took it into my hands and cradled it gently to my bosom, and there was peace and all was right with the world.
Okay, well, not quite. This is only the proof, and I could tell right away that we needed to make a few changes to the cover. It's beautiful, oh yes, but certainly not perfect. So, today I went into Photoshop and tweaked everything that needed to be tweaked, and now it oughta be better.
UNFORTUNATELY, a bigger problem was the interior. Victoria and I decided that the print was just too big, and this isn't something that's really perceptible on the screen. So, that means I had to shrink the font size and go through the whole manuscript, page by page, reformatting everything. It took a few hours, but because we reduced the amount of pages to the book, I was able to drop the price by two whole dollars.
I didn't like the original price to begin with. For a paperback, it was kind of expensive, but thus is the cost of print-on-demand. Now, however, it feels much more comfortable, and to think that only two dollars made that difference.
However, this means that we're going to have to proof the book a second time, which means waiting another week. UGH. But if we receive the next proof within the same time frame as the previous, and if that proof checks out okay, then we'll probably have the paperback available by next weekend!
Aside from that, we've started contacting book review bloggers, and, man, it's just as nerve-wracking as when I had to query agents. Seriously. But, it's like I read from all kinds of self-pub articles before: self-publishing is a marathon, not a race.
I was always really bad at marathons.
Stats on sales for the first month soon!
I took it into my hands and cradled it gently to my bosom, and there was peace and all was right with the world.
Okay, well, not quite. This is only the proof, and I could tell right away that we needed to make a few changes to the cover. It's beautiful, oh yes, but certainly not perfect. So, today I went into Photoshop and tweaked everything that needed to be tweaked, and now it oughta be better.
UNFORTUNATELY, a bigger problem was the interior. Victoria and I decided that the print was just too big, and this isn't something that's really perceptible on the screen. So, that means I had to shrink the font size and go through the whole manuscript, page by page, reformatting everything. It took a few hours, but because we reduced the amount of pages to the book, I was able to drop the price by two whole dollars.
I didn't like the original price to begin with. For a paperback, it was kind of expensive, but thus is the cost of print-on-demand. Now, however, it feels much more comfortable, and to think that only two dollars made that difference.
However, this means that we're going to have to proof the book a second time, which means waiting another week. UGH. But if we receive the next proof within the same time frame as the previous, and if that proof checks out okay, then we'll probably have the paperback available by next weekend!
Aside from that, we've started contacting book review bloggers, and, man, it's just as nerve-wracking as when I had to query agents. Seriously. But, it's like I read from all kinds of self-pub articles before: self-publishing is a marathon, not a race.
I was always really bad at marathons.
Stats on sales for the first month soon!
Tuesday, June 25, 2013
Status update!
THE BOOKMARKS ARRIVED. Let me tell you, they're beautiful. I'm so pleased. I just. I keep one sitting beside me so I can just gaze at it adoringly.
These are in preparation for the future giveaways. I'm still vacillating on how I want to do them exactly, but the prizes will feature a bunch of these guys and a few posters (along with free ebooks and signed paperbacks, of course). We'll definitely sign the posters -- still not sure if we should sign the bookmarks?
DECISIONS. GAH.
We're gonna go get the posters tomorrow, one of which we're keeping to put up on the wall beside our other poster (which I drew as a tribute to future books, which means SPOILERS, can't show you guys just yet). I'm so excited to see how Kali will look in poster form.
Also, the paperback proof will arrive in our hands possibly by the end of this week, if not by Monday, so it's extremely possible that the paperback will be available by next week! After that, I'll be emailing some awesome book reviewers, and then contest time.
I think, once the contests are done, then we'll finally move onto revising book two and finalizing the new cover and posters and possibly bookmarks (depending on how ambitious I feel).
More updates soon!
Friday, June 21, 2013
Chapter One
Dance in Shadow and Whisper
Chapter One
My chest tightened with a deep breath of preparation. I stared at the front door handle, simple brass and weathered from its once gossamer brilliance, the tread of my boots planted against the new carpet, the back of my neck tingling with sweat.(Continue reading by hitting "Read more"!)
This whole mission was a joke.I was the joke.There must have been so many others much more capable than me, others who could handle the foreign outside world. Damn it, I was lucky if I could handle silencing an incoming call on my brother’s cellular telephone gadget.The doorbell chimed. A disarming melody lulled throughout the house but echoed shrilly in my brain.It was too late now.My arm lifted, but my moist palm stopped just short of the sweeping grin of the handle when I saw how my fingers quivered. I hadn’t noticed until then.There was no reason to be afraid—concerned, perhaps, for my personal wellbeing, but afraid? No. Certainly not. If I had to, I could hole-punch this guy through the chest with my fist if he gave me the right justification.My fingers clamped the cool handle and twisted. The door popped open. The fresh, crisp light of early morning flooded the hallway.There he stood, the embodiment of my fear and apprehension and sweaty palms. He stood nearly half a foot over me, tall for something that had once been human, but his skin was so white that he could pass more for a glow stick than any human I’d ever seen. His eyebrows raised above the rims of his aviator sunglasses as he regarded me with eyes so sinister and evil and diabolical that I couldn’t see them behind the mirror lenses.He must have been sensitive to sunlight.Odd.“Kali?” he asked.My lungs bloated with another deep breath. “Depends. Do you have a face behind those sunglasses?”“I don’t, actually. I could draw one on, if you’d like. It wouldn’t be the first time I’ve done drag, after all.”I stared at him, waiting for him to further elucidate. He didn’t. I pressed my lips together and said, “What….Drag…?”“Yes, as in drag queen makeup.”“What is that?”Silence passed between us. I had a sense that this was something I needed to know if I were to pass for a human teenager. I also had a sense that, if this were a test of my studies, I had failed. Miserably.He cleared his throat and adjusted his simple three-ring binder under his arm. He wore all sorts of trendy layers that I had seen in my magazine, and his shirt pulled so tight across his chest that I was reminded of my big brother, Toivo, whose pectorals would shred the flimsy cotton if he so much as lifted a paperweight.Except this guy didn’t have pectorals like Toivo’s. Not even close.He extended a hand toward me. “You should already know I’m Yuuhi. It’s a pleasure to make your acquaintance, Kali.”I stared at his hand, waiting for it to come alive and attack me. “How am I supposed to know you’re Yuuhi if you don’t show me your face?”After heaving a great sigh of woe and suffering, he snatched the sunglasses from his nose. The sun glinted off his cheekbones and eyelashes, illuminating a pair of eyes so green it was like staring into the dense forest surrounding my house and trying to see through the darkest shadows.I swallowed. “You’re Yuufi.”“Yuuhi.”“That’s what I said.”“Well…it’s at least a step in the right direction.”“Yuufi is an Asian name.”“Japanese, specifically.”“But you’re not Asian.”Silence passed between us again. Another test I failed.So I continued. “You’re actually…quite white-looking. You have typical European features—for the most part, anyway, but you don’t look even remotely Asian.”I had to wonder if that meant his real name had been taken from him so that he could be claimed and renamed like a pet by his owners. If that was true, then he was more dangerous than I had anticipated.His lips pursed. “Are you going to make deductions like these for the rest of the day?”“You mean, am I going to note of the illogical?”I had asked a very serious question, but instead of addressing me as a serious equal like he should have, he caved into chuckles. His shoulders bounced and he shook his head, free hand pushing back his light brown hair. “Come on, let’s get going. Don’t want to be late for your first day of junior year.”My ears perked as I watched him turn away and climb down the creaky steps of the balcony. I shut the door on my heels, secured the straps of my backpack, spared one last glance at my cozy one-story house, and then tailed after him.
Dance in Shadow and Whisper is AVAILABLE
AGGGHHHHHGHGH. So, here it is. If you haven't yet seen, we've added the links to the tabs because you can now officially purchase your own digital copy of Dance in Shadow and Whisper.
The paperback is currently being reviewed. From there, we'll get our sample copy, check to make sure everything's all good, make any necessary corrections, and then finalize everything.
Status updates on how things are going will come soon, along with where we go from here! For now, a bit of restand seclusion because nerves. Victoria's so excited that she hasn't stopped making noises.
Thanks so much to everyone for their support! You all have really helped boost us up. Like, seriously. For real.
The paperback is currently being reviewed. From there, we'll get our sample copy, check to make sure everything's all good, make any necessary corrections, and then finalize everything.
Status updates on how things are going will come soon, along with where we go from here! For now, a bit of rest
Thanks so much to everyone for their support! You all have really helped boost us up. Like, seriously. For real.
Wednesday, June 19, 2013
A bit more about the series
Victoria completely finished her read-through and we smacked our heads together to finish all the editing rounds. We're now officially DONE as if we weren't excited enough before, now we're insufferable. So, yesterday I worked on setting up everything with our B&N and Amazon accounts.
(Seriously, the Barnes and Noble Nook Press made it SO EASY. They had this Scrivener-like program where you can edit your file directly, so while we initially had problems with the uploaded version not making sense of the chapter headers, we fixed it all in their program. The KDP program is more like, "Hah, you don't have any chapter headers and your book has five-thousand pages lololol you're gonna have to start from the beginning and do it OUR WAY." So...I'll be figuring that bit out today.)
Anyway, soon we'll be posting the first chapter for everyone to preview. For now, a bit more about the series. Aw, yis.
This saga has had three iterations so far. Three full, complete iterations. Yep, I'm on my third version of writing this from beginning completely to the end.
The first version began back in my sophomore year of high school. That was about '03 or '04 -- ten years ago. Holy cow. I didn't even realize it was that old.
I remember the conception of the idea as clearly and poignantly as a punch in the teeth. Up until then, I'd been writing all my stories about a main girl who is super important and everyone must help her fulfill her destiny so that she can save the world. I mean, how many times could I write that?
Well, then I had the epiphany during my English class as I was staring out the window instead of paying attention to "The Tale of Two Cities", a book which I had read only the first page of (and somehow got through the class by only reading the first page of back in a time where CliffNotes was still definitely not on the internet), when I decided how to mix up my traditional formula utilizing inspiration from Amelia Atwater-Rhodes, and subsequently created one of my most favorite characters ever.
The saga started out as only a trilogy then, and since I wrote it during a bad time in my life, the story soaked up a great deal of everything I was going through. It was, however, the first trilogy that I had ever finished.
I did terrible things to those characters.
The second version began multiple times. I went through a period between junior year and several years after my graduation where finishing something on my own became a struggle. I wrote mostly for therapy, and that was fine. It got me through more bad times.
But in about '07, when I was 19, working an office receptionist and filing job, I began version two, and I was determined to strip the ugly from the story that high school had tainted it with, though particular life themes did end up in the story that I certainly didn't intend.
Seriously, each version reflects my life in some way. Such is fiction.
I ended up adding a fourth book to the trilogy to make it officially a saga, but I had many breaks, oftentimes months at a time, in the time it took me to finish it. Many breaks. Like, I finished two years later in '09. Nowadays, that's pretty weird for me. But, I finished, and I didn't expect it could do anything for my publishing career, so I left it alone.
The third version began when I decided, "I just want to write it and I don't care that I won't be able to publish it." Victoria was getting into rewriting her part of the series, which had twined with mine in the second iteration, and I couldn't resist the itch-inducing bite of the inspiration bug.
So, in 2012, I began rewriting Kali again, but with a twist to the world that Victoria and I built upon so it was a level different than typical urban fantasy fiction. We did a lot more than ever before to build on this world and the characters and stories -- and it was a beautiful thing.
But I still had my doubts about her. For any writer, it's a natural vice. Good days and bad days. I painted the above sketch of Kali on one of my bad days...y'know, when I was feeling "blue". Ahahahaha.
Anyway.
Writing the three books (plus a separate book in-between, as well as co-writing a few books with Victoria) took less than a year. I had almost decided to start querying a non-related project, which would have technically been Project Get Agent: Number Six. But Victoria and I talked and we decided publishing our series independently was something we really wanted to do instead of something we felt we had to do. This story does things to us that no other story has -- I seriously can't get excited about other things like I do for these characters. I draw my own fanart. I draw my own fanart.
Can you even draw your own fanart?
Yes.
Because I do.
Ugly, horrible fanart that causes me gross sobbing.
So, in the end, this was the avenue we chose because it was the best choice for these characters that we love so much. I've already started painting the posters for the second book and I've already put together the composition for the second cover (and the third cover, eheheh). This route allows us to go at the speed we normally go, and thank the gods for that, because now you can be tortured like us sooner.
Sunday, June 16, 2013
Poster Talk
Okay, so, let me be honest. I'm definitely not an artist. I almost went for illustration as my career when I had convinced myself I couldn't be a writer, and in my Art 101 class I got an A because I think my professor took pity on me.
In my painting 101 class, I got a D. That professor was kind of evil, anyway.
I also didn't really understand how college worked, but I took less than a handful of art classes after that. That was the end of my art career.
Kinda.
All I ever drew were our characters, and the art that I've used for promotion so far had been drawn over the past year. I bought myself my cheaper non-Wacom tablet with my birthday money last May, got myself a free drawing program, and did stuff. It wasn't always pretty stuff, but it was still stuff.
I never expected to use any of these drawings for promotional-type stuff -- it'd still be a while before Victoria and I decided to go self-pub. Every piece on this blog is experimental.
As in, I had no freaking idea what the heck I was doing when I started.
In the case of this Kali picture, I stuck to everything that I was comfortable with: hard lines, head-on, closeup, floodlights, so on and so forth.
But, it's only the second real digital semi-realistic full color painting I've ever done. And, let me say, painting darker skin tones is a hundred times more difficult than painting lighter skin tones. Darker skin shows reds and blues differently, and it also reflects light differently. The color I often thought I was painting was not the color I would end up with, because mixing red and blue and yellow too heavily into the intended flesh tone will yield a very muddy color.
Thank the digital painting gods for color correction.
Here are the steps of The Great Kali Painting Endeavor:
The sketch itself required very little, and I didn't spend too much time agonizing over it. I knew most of my corrections would be when I actually threw down colors to get a better idea of the composition and the space of her features. Big things that a sketch or lines can't tell me.
Because of the tone of Kali's story, I wanted the stylized semi-realistic approach with lines. I liked the drama of it as opposed to a normal painting -- I also didn't trust my skills enough to handle a painting without lines and without reference. (Yep, Kali's face was painted without reference.)
You can also see here that lines have been corrected. This happened during the painting process as I tweaked her facial proportions. I had also initially drawn lines on her hand, nose, and lips that I later erased.
This was the final product.
Well, okay, more accurately, this was the product when I decided to throw in the towel and stop tweaking before I drove myself insane. By this point too, my arm was in total pain from all the repetitive movements, so by the end, it came to a question of whether I wanted my arm or a more refined painting. We're going to pretend I made the right choice there.
The colors, however, are pretty shmeh. Easy for eyes to glance over. That's not a good thing for a promo poster. So, I took the thing and upped the contrast and the color vibrancy, which resulted in something closer to what I liked.
THIS looked more like Kali. Finally this girl I had spent a few days painting evolved into Kali and I was pleased (FOR ONCE). From here it was a matter of throwing on some textures and adjusting until everything was just right, and thus:
I've already sketched the poster designs for the next book, but those are a secret for now!
In my painting 101 class, I got a D. That professor was kind of evil, anyway.
I also didn't really understand how college worked, but I took less than a handful of art classes after that. That was the end of my art career.
Kinda.
All I ever drew were our characters, and the art that I've used for promotion so far had been drawn over the past year. I bought myself my cheaper non-Wacom tablet with my birthday money last May, got myself a free drawing program, and did stuff. It wasn't always pretty stuff, but it was still stuff.
I never expected to use any of these drawings for promotional-type stuff -- it'd still be a while before Victoria and I decided to go self-pub. Every piece on this blog is experimental.
As in, I had no freaking idea what the heck I was doing when I started.
In the case of this Kali picture, I stuck to everything that I was comfortable with: hard lines, head-on, closeup, floodlights, so on and so forth.
But, it's only the second real digital semi-realistic full color painting I've ever done. And, let me say, painting darker skin tones is a hundred times more difficult than painting lighter skin tones. Darker skin shows reds and blues differently, and it also reflects light differently. The color I often thought I was painting was not the color I would end up with, because mixing red and blue and yellow too heavily into the intended flesh tone will yield a very muddy color.
Thank the digital painting gods for color correction.
Here are the steps of The Great Kali Painting Endeavor:
The sketch itself required very little, and I didn't spend too much time agonizing over it. I knew most of my corrections would be when I actually threw down colors to get a better idea of the composition and the space of her features. Big things that a sketch or lines can't tell me.
Because of the tone of Kali's story, I wanted the stylized semi-realistic approach with lines. I liked the drama of it as opposed to a normal painting -- I also didn't trust my skills enough to handle a painting without lines and without reference. (Yep, Kali's face was painted without reference.)
You can also see here that lines have been corrected. This happened during the painting process as I tweaked her facial proportions. I had also initially drawn lines on her hand, nose, and lips that I later erased.
This was the final product.
Well, okay, more accurately, this was the product when I decided to throw in the towel and stop tweaking before I drove myself insane. By this point too, my arm was in total pain from all the repetitive movements, so by the end, it came to a question of whether I wanted my arm or a more refined painting. We're going to pretend I made the right choice there.
The colors, however, are pretty shmeh. Easy for eyes to glance over. That's not a good thing for a promo poster. So, I took the thing and upped the contrast and the color vibrancy, which resulted in something closer to what I liked.
THIS looked more like Kali. Finally this girl I had spent a few days painting evolved into Kali and I was pleased (FOR ONCE). From here it was a matter of throwing on some textures and adjusting until everything was just right, and thus:
There's so much to see in this poster, and yet all of it is so subtle. My whole idea was to have readers finish the book and then come back to this poster to see things they hadn't before. We'll see how that goes, but if nothing else, she does the job and now I can take a break from arting.
I've already sketched the poster designs for the next book, but those are a secret for now!
Saturday, June 15, 2013
Cover Talk
Now, Victoria will read over the whole thing and check to see if I missed anything (and she's a hundred times faster at reading than I am). I'll also look through Julia's notes to make sure there's nothing I didn't miss.
We're still making good time on this, which is awesome. I want to have the book ready for ereader purchase by the end of this upcoming week!
Holy cow.
But, anyway, in the meantime, let's talk about this nifty cover. You can read more about it in the FAQ section, but I think it'd be fun to go more into it here.
As I mentioned, this cover was made in Photoshop CS2, which is available for free download now if any of y'all need a decent painter or photo editing program. (It's not really my favorite, especially since I use a tablet that's not a Wacom, so the pen sensitivity is pretty weak, but it gets the job done.)
When I first envisioned this cover, I did a "sketch", I suppose, or a rough draft. The final cover has a photo that we took ourselves, but the initial cover had an image that I borrowed from Wikimedia Commons. It's pretty awful, but here's what it looked like:
Okay, so this is pretty embarrassing. Not gonna lie. I took about an hour to throw all these things together, testing stuff here and there, just to figure out more or less what it looked like. The balance and composition, for one, sucked. Yes, it sucked. "Shadow" was still in a sketching phase, not yet refined, and--gah. It's just ugly.
One of the important things about self-pub is creating an attractive cover. Readers can identify covers made on a budget, and budget covers are often associated with budget quality of the story as well. That's not good.
So, many indie authors hire cover artists. I mean, this is pretty cool because it creates a whole niche market for self-employed artists as well. For us, however, we don't really have $500-1,000 to drop on a quality cover.
I certainly don't consider myself a professional artist, but I have some strengths that I took advantage of and made that the focal point of the cover. Like photography, a cover should have elements that make the eye dance, not elements that clash for attention. I kept that in mind as I revised the above awful sketch, and then created this:
So, this was better.
Still not best.
Negative space in an image should tell a story -- this negative space was just...well, negative space. It didn't add anything to the cover. It just felt like too much cover and not enough text, I guess?
But the steps continued to bring me closer to the end. When we embarked on our trip to Pittsburgh, Victoria's place of origin, we used a day to take pictures for cover fodder. As soon as we finally had a moment where we weren't doing something (while the Pens were playing, and losing, horribly), I threw the new photo into the cover layout.
Our image, however, was taken on a very cloudy day (as Pittsburgh days tend to be), and we got some fantastic cloud formulations.
After some tweaks and resizing, we finally ended up with what's now the official cover.
And I've already got some freaken awesome ideas for the second book.
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